Why...

Why does it feel like i've just been rejected?
Why have I been feeling so shit almost every day of the week?
Why the fuck does it happen to me?
Why do I get myself into these things?
Why can't she just say she doesnt like me, instead of just letting me think she does?
Why did she have to tell me that?
Why cant I be like all other guys?
What do they have that I dont?
Why cant I just ask a girl out?
Why am I such a wimp?
Why cant I be confident?
Why do I always expect the worse?

...whats the hell is wrong with me?

....why am I just utterly crap!?!

Comparisons

Right, well i've nearly been at uni now for 2 weeks.. and there have been MANY up's and down's! And I think that the downs out number the ups. So im gonna see if this is true...

Right, to start off. the positives!

• Meet some new people
• No limit on when I can be on the internet
• Free reign to eat what ever I like
• New area to explore
• Freedom to drink what I like
• Independance, i'm learning how to look after myself
• The other people on my course are nice
• Im not roomed with a dick

Now for the negatives...

• I'm not 100% sure the course is right for me
• I dont like being away from my vest friends
• Not really friends with that many people
• On several nights I havnt been able to get to sleep due to excess noise
• It's possibly hindering a relationship (not that it would happen anyway)
• I miss mum's cooking
• Over spending
• Location isnt exactly the best, tree's are far better than a wall look at
• Still dont feel at home
• nealry settled in, but there are still certain times where I've been majorly unsettles
• Going to be doing more work that at college, I thought there would be less work =/
• I miss going to the pub with 'the pub crew' upon a Thursday night
• Miles away from friends

So yea, thats it really! Uni = not fun, for the moment!